Oh it's hard to be rejected. Twice already have I been this close to getting a chance of finding a new job. Then I receive an email today telling me that they have already considered another candidate for the position. After all the sugar coated words they have said to me last week. "Oh you did well on your technical interview and we shall endorse your application to the Director. We will email you with the detail on how you are going to get here.". Wow they did email alright but not on how I was gonna get to their office but yup to slam the door on my face. I was not even given a chance to be interviewed and already I'm out. So i thought had they been lying to me all this time? telling me that I passed the technical interview because they dont have the heart to tell me the truth? I don't know. It's hard to look for a job these days. i don't know what I'm gonna be in Manila. It's a different world out there. I am penniless with piles of bills to pay. I'm screwed.
But then the only thing that keeps me from going crazy, from still pursuing a life in a city so foreign to me is Makoi. Even though I have been let down plenty of times the thought of him keeps me from not giving up. It's hard but i got to move on. He is my safety net and I couldn't be more luckier. So goodluck to me next week. And oh Lord help me.
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