Monday, March 21, 2011

Finding happiness

Wednesday: day after I went jogging knees was in a lot of pain. I was limping when i got in the office. Thursday: i woke up with a stiff neck. didn't work and filed for sick leave. Friday: i feel a bit better. knees and neck seem to be in less pain. Saturday: my monthly period came and i suffered hours of cramps. Sunday: Woke up feverish with a sore throat. Monday: pain on throat got a lot worse so i went to see a doctor and found out i have... faringitis? dont remember what the name was nor how it is even spelled.. anyways i asked the doctor what that is and he said I had an infection on my right throat because of eating too much ice cream and sweets and junk food. naming all my favorite food came out a bad news to me. :( Medicine caused a lot too. 48.90 each! and i have to buy 12 of it. Never before had i been this sick in straight days. I feel like i'm in hell right now. I have trouble eating and now my tummy is in pain. :( My sister told me last night that illnesses could sometimes be psychological. She knows that i have been really unhappy at work and it shows everytime i would go home. She encouraged me to find another job and find my happiness. I'd like to share what she told me that struck me the most. She said "happiness equals wellness". And i actually think she has got a point. I'm praying that i will find a new job and hopefully find my happiness.

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