Panic Mode!

I was looking at the classified ads last night, well just for the sake of making me feel that I have plans on finding another job so I wouldn't feel left out. Then I noticed that most of the qualifications prefers applicants with age of 21 - 25. It took me a while to realize that I no longer belong to that age bracket! Then I started to panic! whoa I'm 26 and still pretty much unstable! what if the time would come when I finally want to find a new job and no one would hire me because I'm too old and don't really have much experience! I gotta have a plan! Took my notebook and scribbled down stuff that doesn't make sense till i dozed off.

I woke up feeling sad as I realize how much time I have wasted simply because I've haven't been brave and how lazy I have been. I know I could have done more if only I believed in myself. There's much I could do if only I tried. I got to start now or I'll forever be stuck in this life that I didn't ask for. So this week I need to do the following and if I don't accomplish this then I'll cut my hair short! and this is not a joke.

1. Study Java

I know! I've been planning this since last year and yet still haven't done this because I was just not motivated enough!

2. Close TARs

I don't like it but gotta do it to give me time for studying. This would mean no more facebook and chatting with friends! Got to save my hair!

3. Finish my weekly project

I didn't get to finish this project last week because I was just too lazy to continue. I'm 50% done though. The project by the way is to recycle something and last week's was on making something out of my old and no longer wearable jeans.

4. Think of something to decorate for my Christmas tree made of recycled materials

Christmas is coming and my tree is still undecorated! For this year I decided not spend much on expensive decors. Instead I want to help with the environment, save, and make use of my free time.

5. Go to confession!

Yup I'm awful. Have not gone to confession for more than a year now. I have to do it this week!

That's all for now! I'll keep you posted next week. And I swear if I don't accomplish 5 of my list by the end of this week I'm gonna be saying goodbye to my long hair. :( Wish me luck!